I am so down in the dumps. I have no idea as to why. School has lost it's appeal and I hate my job. I have a cold on top of it all which does not help. I feel like I am moving through life just existing to exist. What the hell is wrong with me? where has all my fire gone? I know everyone has bad days, but this has been going on for weeks. I can't shake it and because I can't shake it I am irritated about it.
I think I'll go call my best friend, she always seems to help. If she doesn't answer, I guess I'll just go clean the toilets..... Even my humor sucks.
Vital
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geez, vital...cleaning the toilets is NOT going to chase away the blues...unless you're martha stewart.
i'm right there with you on the lack of fire and the lack of living.
i refuse to believe what I do is living. it is merely "existing". shopping at walmart doesn't help. it sucks the life out of me.
as for school. it's been so long, I can't identify...but god knows I dropped out of my share of classes.
about your customer service job. it's a means to an end. that doesn't help, does it?
maybe it's post-christmas depression...or maybe it's the damn christmas bills. in my case, I blame it on the fact that I need a vacation. wanna visit indigo for a few days? that ought to perk us both up.
and your humor is just fine. it's the cleaning of toilets that sucks.
Thank you Jock, you always make me smile.
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