A friend just helped me to put things into perspective....I am going to go focuse on my own life. I am out of life perservers. I can't save everyone while I'm drowning myself. Ever since the hurricanes in 2004 I have been saving everyone but me. I am out of breath and bobbing for my last breath, looking for a life perserver that maybe someone, anyone might possibly throw me.....
I'm handing my load along with everyone else's to God. It has gotten to much to bear. I am only 1 person and I can not possibly save or do it all...maybe that was what God has been trying to teach me all along. I will think of and keep in my prayers each and everyone of you, may you do the same for me.
Vital
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Vital: Thanks for your kind words. As usual, they are spot on. I'm sorry things have turned out the way they have for both of us, in real life and in blogland. I think it's only right we take the time to focus on the things that are truly important.
In doing so, maybe things will work out well enough that returning to the blog world will be something wonderful.
I'm writing this on a really bad day. A day that makes me wish I wasn't here. I know (or hope) things will get better. Today, I simply can't handle it.
You're a good friend, Vital. Thanks for always letting me know how you felt about things.
Who knows, in a few weeks, maybe I'll miss this so much I'll be sorry about my impulsiveness today.
I hope everything works out for you too. I don't understand why life has to be so hard. I just don't.
Take care.
hang in there Jock...we will be ok, I promise...got a lotto ticket..lotto is worth 18 million...we'll be ok...
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