Blue OctoberHate Me
Children: If you're sleeping, are you dreaming, if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe YOU ACTUALLY MISS ME....
Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye!
(Verse 1)I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my headThey crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bedDropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alonePlaying movies in my head that make a porno feel like homeThere's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brainAn ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my faceAnd will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space
(Chorus)Hate me todayHate me tomorrowHate me for all the things I didn't do for youHate me in ways, yeah in ways hard to swallowHate me so you can finally see whats good for you
(Verse 2)I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me withThe one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch againIn a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at nightWhile I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fightYou never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hateYou made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to takeSo I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mindAnd do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
(Chorus)Hate me todayHate me tomorrowHate me for all the things I didn't do for youHate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallowHate me so you can finally see whats good for you
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